Saturday, April 15, 2006

Why do I feel so bad?
So what if I was the last one to come to know of something momentous?

Why am I so hurt?
So what if the person to whom it happened to is (was) someone I considered very close to me?

So what if I had to know of it through someone else minutes before i was told by the person concerned?

Why do I feel so left out?
Like I'm not in the circle anymore? Was I ever 'in' the 'circle' ?

So what if the person concerned is feeling terrible for not having told me before?
Why should I forgive him?

12 comments:

Vincent said...

Anna,
It does hurt when the ones you care a lot for let you down. Good friends ...sometimes they are like this only, so do stick with them. What about friends who wear your interview shirt to a party and taint it beyond any amount of drycleaning.. Sucks, but friendship is like that. Move on !!
On the other hand, you don't need friends who bring you down everytime. You need to decide whether they're worth the trouble.

Anonymous said...

hi anna,

my first post in the last month...or two perhaps? well...you sure sound depressed da...be cool and relax...i cant access any email here at office.there's just one id that i can access and thats called saumyap@ndtv.com and it's known to very few people so cant even contact anyone...

internship's going well..sorry to be using the comments section to talk to you guys...

have a great summer and yes, have a happy easter!

saumya
P.S: relax...i dunno what you've been through but whatever it is, it doesnt demand too much of your time and attention, so relax...take care babe

twip said...

when people let you down it hurts horribly. But pliss dont let that pull you down, it only hurts more. Keep yourself occupied as hell and talk to your friends. Im sure youll feel better.
And happy easter, Anna!
Spot the Easter Bunny yet?
:P

Anonymous said...

Hey Anna,

Dont let this pull u down. just try to shrug it off and forget it.

And thanx for finally deciding to comment on my blog :) a reply has also been posted!

Anonymous said...

"Why do I feel so left out?"

I feel this all the time .. pathetic feeling ..

-micromysore

Anonymous said...

hey
your "comment code" is screwd up .. check your template and fix it ;-)
and you are yet to ping me on gmail .. i have few queries lined for u ..

-micromysore

satya said...

i am coming across this blog - thro one of my friends ..
awesome, webpage design .. really awesome :)

btw will read the actual blog and comment later!

teacup said...

hey...U mite not know me...came here after reading ur comments on Arnold's blog...

couldn't leave w/o commenting on this post...

this happens...will keep hapennin...and it always hurt with the same intensity...will make u question ur friendship...will make u wonder if wat u have is really worth, coz if it was wouldnt they tell u before?? it's never about 'wat' they dint tell u...just that sumthing important to them should come from others...but u know wat...let it pass, forgive if u can...that's d only way...else later they will shrug like it never mattered...and that's worse...telling u from personal exp, just forget about it...and move on...

kaushik said...

'forgive and forget' and be happy....
there are always moments like this in life....small mistakes add up, people think otherwise....
if this means that you are going to stop talking to a close friend, then please do reconsider your decision!

Aditya Abburi said...

has happened to me and to a lot of people all around....

all i can say is its all gonna change soon, time alone is the healer and things will get better with time.... take care **hugs**

btw why is my blog called "Aaytida, The Obscure"???

Aditya Abburi said...

heyy i was just curious about why my blog was called "Obscure".... let it remain that way.....

And you dont have to apologize for that!!!!

Good day and happy blogging!!

Squid said...

hey cheer up!
these things are nothin to worry abt. it happens sometimes due to chance... i did it recently to my best friend. told everyone my ph is goin to be inactive for a while except him, cuz i was a tad pissed wit him at the time... i felt shitty abt it later tho!! :D

it sucks to feel left out, but it was probably absolutely unintended. listening to their reason helps. im sure u'll get by :)