Anew.

I feel dead.
Numb inside.
Somethings can't be suppressed for too long for one, they are inevitable and two how much ever you try, it is obvious. And when you are faced with the looming reality towering tall, all you can possibly think of doing is allowing life to take its natural course...
(thanks, sush.)

Have you ever watched the stars come out at night? They come out one by one. Almost afraid to face the darkening sky and all those tiny two legged's peering up at it. When they finally come out, though, they shine to their brightest and twinkle happily forgetting their fears. How I wish I was like a star. Every night I'd get a new chance to prove myself.
As it is, I have lost many chances to insecurities, complexes and the subtle workings of my sub-conscious mind. I vow never again to let go of something that was precious and good because of some silly insecurity.
Oh. and I also vow never to write a post headed 'Doubts'. I have too many of those on my blog already.
Its time for the sun to set. A new day to begin. A new night to face. A new session of twinkling to do.