Seeing green

I give up. I dont know how to deal with you anymore.. Or how to deal with them.
I dont know how to deal with all these feelings you cause - jealousy is the worst! Iam not a jealous person never have been - but suddenly I want to catch that 'cute' ponytail and rip it off her scalp. And this is the least of what I have been daydreaming about. My violence scares me.


I know this post is cryptic. But there are some people who I need to say these things to. But I'm too much of a coward to tell them directly. Besides they read my blog. So.