Back, I think..

I was talking to my roommate yesterday about how manically I used to blog and how much. The sheer number of posts in 2006 stuns me. Especially as it was one of the busiest times in my life. I have decided to blog again. And not just blog. But blog regularly. It made me happy once, I think it will again. I have a huge number of incomplete posts which are unfortunately saved as drafts and only serve to make me flinch everytime I open my dashboard and promise myself to visit it even less. First thing I did was delete all of them.

Yesterday was fun. I made posters for an event I'm organising - there was a lot of painting and sticking involved and like most things art-n-crafty, it relaxed me and I think I'm on my way out of the hole I was digging myself into.

I was called a bitch yesterday. No asteriks on my blog. Its only the second time I've been called that with genuine feeling. And trust me, I have no idea how to feel about it. For almost two hours after that I was in shock and today... I feel absolutely nonchalant about the whole thing. I have no desire to explain, and be explained to, anymore. My friends were shocked and angry - one even insisted on me retaliating - which I didnt.
I know all this might seem a little much. I was just called a name - what's the big deal, right? Wrong. In light of my past month and the general state of my life right now, this is something on the lines of another nail in my coffin. If you knew me (or if there were anyone who was actually reading this blog), you would know that I'm a drama queen. This is probably just some 'drama'. Let's leave it at that.

Other than being called names, and delving into some awesomely creative art n craft, what have I been upto? I have been very busy getting my heart broken! ;) But then, that's hardly new for me. I will never understand men, and I dont think I will. But, I intend to try.

Manipal is over. Just a month or so left.
I'm about done with this place. Too many feelings. Too many memories I want to forget. But most of all, a couple of people I'm not sure I want to remember.

That said.. this has been the most fascinating years of my life, because all said and done, its been one helluva ride growing up. :)