More importantly... :)

I got a new look that everyone really liked..
More importantly I liked it too!!

I fucked up my laptop display..
More importantly, I got it back in a few days!

I've written a random letter, recently, that I dont know what to feel about.
More importantly, I'm glad I actually sent it.

I've been partying too much lately
More importantly I'm going to restrain myself a little.

I've been putting several things off indefinitely..
More importantly, I'm starting to tick them off my to-do list.

I've been very busy and stressed lately...
More importantly, I've lost some weight!

I've been doing many creative things of no significance to my career..
More importantly, I've gained a whole lot of confidence.

I love the last three days.. There've been ups and downs, of course..
But I simply love how full they've been. :)

Insipid-ness

I feel old. And I know that its NOT because my birthday is 'nigh'. There are still four more months to go till that horror.
So I promised Raga I'd make a public blog. But I've been thinking. WTF? - With a few edits, this blog could become public. Its so much a part of me that I would feel guilty to start another one. Sigh. I wonder what it feels like to be motivated. To be driven.
Ellu's like that. He talks to me about it a lot. Why dont you do this or that? You have so many ideas, blah blah.. Its a little scary when someone who knows you for such a short time seems to have so much faith in what you can do. But honestly.. Its not just about drive or doing squat.
I feel lethargy settling down on me like a cosy blanket that feels warm and comfortable until it starts to suffocate the life out of my hum-drum life. Wait. Scratch that. My life is not hum-drum. Far from it. I am doing my PG degree, am acting in a play after years and years, taking part in competitions, blogging regularly after months.
Ooooh. Blogging regularly never is a good sign for me. Neither is my low attendance in college. I'll figure something out as soon as I get my food. The delivery guy has been standing at the door for the last five minutes. But my wallet's in the next room. Sigh.